We are the hopeless mistakes, we stand side by side.

Im calm now, im only angry when i have to explain the whole thing again..

First exam done...

Next and Last one...My bday.. wonderful



Btw it was believe if you had sex whilst on your period your baby would be deformed.... 
Fact of the night folks.

im so angry im shaking and i cant see stright. For the people i consider friends i shall make a custom group for you and you shall read why tomorrow...

I think im fucking going to be sick....

Everyones doing it...

New years eve.. a great night (Kate you hold a good party my dear)
I began 2007 running down Pooley view with my top off... i feel this shall be a good year :D

I really want to sleep.. i need to sleep considering i got in at 7.30 this morning and havent been to bed yet. But alas i shall not, ill troop on.

Happy new year folks!!

Hope you have a cracking night whatever your doing. 
2007 it has a 7 in it, it can only be a lucky year!

Change of plan... Im home on the 4th

5 days left then im in Swansea land



Im going to miss my cat though.

Im going home soon :D

8th or the 9th, or even before ill be back home!! YAY!

I think this may be the worst hangover ive ever had... I still cant move my head and its 2pm!
Half of last night i remember, the other half however i do not.
... i came out of my room to my mum telling me the glasses were still on the floor and that my jeans were downstairs. When i got in (god knows how i got through the door etc) it seems i took off my jeans in the living room and found a pinny, which was in my room this morning instead of my jeans...

Im NEVER drinking at  that much again.

Xmas tomorrow... fun times. 
To all of you who like it.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!! Hope you all have fun!!!

To all of you like myself who hate xmas.... It will all be over soon :D

Me and Scott are no longer on a break. Me and Scott are no more. 
He wanted an answer last night, i gave it to him.


I guess we both just have to get on with our lives now.



It hurts, but ive made the decision now. Just he doesnt even want to speak to me, but i guess thats all in the aftermath and healing of it all.

Fuck it. I dont care how embarrassing this seems

Nelly Furtado feat Chris Martin-Why do all good things come to an end... REALLY makes me feel better and the lyrics just do what there meant to...     "Lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end"


That and Christina Aguilera-Hurt

Is it that bad im so tempted to buy the albums!!

Fucking PC has broken hasnt it.
In the last week on term, it doesnt even get to windows. And i have an essay to write as well


Also might be going home a bit later than i thought due to it as i have to take my pc home now, therefore have o wait for my dad to bring the car to take it back home...
So im going to be in the house by myself for some time with absolutly no entertainment as no tv will be around either.... Joy JOY JOY!!!

Im seriously going to miss Swansea and the people here.



Im freezing and soaked through... brrrr *shiver*

I have nothing really to say, but the thought of updating kept whirlling round my head so here you are.

I have an essay due for next thursday and yet im so calm about it its quite abnormal. I have done no work what so ever for it and still have research for soemthing else to do and yet here i am rambling on.

This morning i woke up at 6.30am convinced i had a spider crawling up my chest... then all over my legs etc. After dealing with spiders i.e whacking myself to kill them all.... i plucked up the courage to check and no damn spiders anywhere..
I hadnt even eaten cheese that close to going to bed.
It was around this time last year i had that spider nest in ear dream... mmmm December the time of spiders.

xmas shopping done so far=zilch.
Considering i cant stand xmas shopping as its too bloody crowded and horrible people, ive really been quite dumb
I leave Swansea in 8 days and i just do not want to leave. At normal home ill be stressed/angry and everything else i moan about. Swansea makes everything nicer and clearer.. oddly less worries here even though i have that thing.. umm... a degree to do.
My lecturer has his bday the same day as mine...

Love actually.. how sweet is that film. Apparently i say awww to everything lately..

Randomness over...

Me and Scott are on a break (i.e were not togther)

I had to spend a whole weekend with Scott and even share a bed with him after we had pratically broken up. This is not very nice esp when he doesnt want you to even hug him

I have a huge migraine from which i pratically went blind earlier

I saw my nan in the home the most ill ive ever seen her

I keep having arguments with my mum and dad

I keep crying randomly...


To say this weekend has been emotionally draining would be an understatement

2 Points) My name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who is one of my favorite characters ever:
(2 Points) What kind of car do I drive:
(2 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(2 Points) What are their names:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) What’s my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them:
(5 Points) What is the color of my room (at home):
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:


Go with the Trend whilst were here yes?
My day.. boring. My Night hopefully more fun than the day.

I have  FUCKING exam on my FUCKING 20th Birthday!!

I fucking hate this, Last year due to exams i couldnt do anything. Now i get this! Next year ill have an exam a day before my birthday!

FUCK you exam system! You did that on my 18th as well!!!

Sitting across from some cheerleaders... They are the most bitchest eaviliest nasty pieces of crap ive ever heard.. This stereotype seems correct


Radio show, talked about durex and my mum was listening *dies*

My week so far has consisted of...
Little sleep
Waking up at 6.30 every morning
Street fighter till 2am
So sleep deprived i see slugs on my leg and get extreme paranoia and fears (terrified on the beach of people just walking by)
New LOST!
Wearing a berat
Fucked up dreams and the psychoanalysis from my housemates
Spinning round my kitchen to HOTS
Boybands! More specifically getting very scarily excited when bsb were one! No.1 in top boybands!! not that i like them or anything you realise
Downloading tons of music of Hash
Discovering the wonders of Explosions in the Sky
Writing an essay and discovering random things that caused lunacy way back... e.g something between your teeth, so thus they pulled out your teeth for fear of lunacy or to cure you. Another cure involved a bath of freezing water and water poured on you all day!

This week in the library i sat next to someone who was writing an lj entry, made me smile!
Oh yea i got a facebook, i dont know how you find people to add, but look for Laura Kilner i guess.
toodles.xxx

Nothing quite like dancing/spinning round your kitchen whilst listening to Patrick wolf through a sound system and doing the washing up.


:)

The workload and stress of joint history and politics in second year is catching up and fast. Ive gone back to sleeping from 5pm onwards as i cant deal with stress, which thus makes everything worse as i cant get work done as im asleep.
I need to do something fast before i go back to how i was when i learnt to drive or A levels.

Radio social tomorrow... im really scared, lots of brave pills and then some more then lots of alcohol will have to be done to get me all fine there.... but before that.... MORE work.


mmm Sensations peking duck and hoi sin sauce crisps are alright.